Saturday, September 13, 2008
I'm starting to get very detached from friends. Things aren’t quite the same way it once was anymore, slowly we’re all going on to live our own separate lives. A life that doesn’t include either one of us in it. Or maybe its just me.
I miss my friends, I miss my classmates, I miss the buddies I played soccer with, I miss those random people I’d always bump into at school and greet with a hi.. I miss you! But somehow, I just can't seem to bring myself to save what we’re about to lose.
Rarely do I ever express the way I truly feel about matters closest to my heart. I can openly share my opinions (In fact, I'm known to be conceitedly dogmatic!) but I'm extremely reserved emotionally.. Well the truth is, it saddens me how we’re drifting. I don’t feel a part or connected anymore..
It's like our relationship is now merely a status. But I’ve only myself to blame. Never have I really taken much of an effort to reciprocate your genuine attempts and initiative at maintaining the friendship.
In a way, I’ve always taken it for granted. I’ve never been that friend to you the way you’ve been for me. You might have already given up trying to salvage whatever bond we once shared, you might have moved on with a new purpose, new friends, new life.
I am ashamed to say I lack the courage to do anything about matters. But to you, my friend.. I just want to say that I really miss the times we spent and the memories we had together. And yes, I am writing this to you.
All of you.Labels: Friends
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