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Sunday, April 26, 2009

Finding The Better Part of Me.

If there was 1 thing you could change about me..
..one thing that might make me a better person

What would it be?




I WANT TO DO SOMETHING CRAZY. I want to do something utterly insane, irresponsible, and unexpected. I want to burst out on the streets like light exploding into seven colors. I want to be a kaleidoscope, ever-changing and unpredictable. I want to scream and shout and sing at the top of my voice. I want to be friends with the whole wide world. I want to cartwheel to get around. I want to run around and hug random objects. I want the freedom to be me.

I seek the security and comfort that I imagine will balance me out, complementing the 19 year old boy I am and giving me the energy and motivation to push myself harder and become a better me. I don't think it's too much to hope for... I just don't want any lies, I don't want conditions and I don't want the hurt. I just want to know that something that good exists and will come my way in due time - hopefully sometime soon. I want to learn that the stories are real and that happiness can last. Just let me come home.


"I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say could stop me going home."
- Famous Last Words (My Chemical Romance)

12:10:00 AM

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Hello there , it has been awhile since I've last updated. I'm living the 'Tekong Dream' ; Reveille at 0530, Lights Out at 2230. Get knocked down for the most trivial of mistakes committed, or like how they view every seemingly innocuous thing as an opportunity to make you face the floor. Everything is controlled; from how much time you have to eat, sleep or shit et cetera et cetera. ANNOYING! But aiya, LAN LAN SUCK THUMB lo... Not to mention the allowance is dirt, just a shopping trip today with Joel and my sister set me about 300 odd dollars. Yes, 300 spent on myself alone. Yes again, 75% of my allowance. Pfftt..

It's not my aim to whine here anyway, after all I believe that Money isn't yours until you spend it. Honestly, spend a second or two to think about what's said. And tell me if you think I'm wrong. Haha. But what I really want to know about is how you guys feel about what I have to say next....


What is love?

Love.. that special bond you share with family, friends or significant other.

Love. A word so magical when you really mean what you say.
Love. A feeling that often gives meaning, hope and inspiration.

Love.. those who don't like it call it responsibility. Those who play with it call it a game. Those who don't have it call it a dream. Those who understand it call it destiny.

Among others, love is true acceptance, and being there no matter what happens. I read this story online about this old man hurrying his doctor's appointment so he can have breakfast with his wife. The doctor asked if she would be worried if he was late, but he said that his wife has Alzheimer Disease and hasn't been able to recognise him for the past 5 years. The doctor asked why he still went every morning if she doesn't know him anymore?

He said: "She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is."

So tell me people,
What is love to YOU..?

I'd say
Love is better off experienced than figured out.

10:37:00 PM