Thursday, July 03, 2008
I never knew how very much a person's life can change. How one incident can make you feel constantly perplexed and dogged by uncertainty.
It's like, before that very fateful day, or night, I was fine. I was not ecstatically happy, but at least I wasn’t feeling what I'm feeling now. It kinda sucks. But now, after that very fateful night, I am stuck feeling like this, and there's nothing I can do to stop it.
This pretty much sucks.
Which is also why I’m flying back to the blog-o-sphere. Because my blog can't call me a pussy.
Hmm...
My life is upside down right now, and I'm the one doing the pulling. I'm changing all my convictions, all my goals and dreams. I know how some people are thinking that I'm indecisive, and maybe I am. But I don’t really have a choice anymore do I?
It's time to grow up, and actually start thinking about the future. Damn, I hate that word.
Anyway, today was a hectic day! Woke up early to head down to school's stadium for training. I had to train by myself. Highlight was pushing a 10kg weight with my right leg, to strengthen a certain muscle called the abductor (I do think it’s the mastermind behind kidnaps!).
So there I was, like one stupid clown pushing the weight on the track. Haha, never mind it is for my own good. After that we had a ice bath. There was this dustbin filled with ice water (Don't worry the dustbin never served its original purpose). We had to sit in it for three minutes and I swear it was really, really cold. However, Jon and Shali, my team mates got it worst because they got to sit in water which had new ice in it. Even the surface of the dustbin was covered with condensation. Such sorry souls..
Just earlier this week, I headed down to Singapore Sports School for a photo shoot with the national team. I think we'd be flying off to some ASEAN country in Nov' or Dec' to have a shot at international sporting glory! Maybe I can defer enlistment again.. Also went for a session with the physiotherapist (old injury, sigh... ha-ha) and to collect some apparel & supplements from my sponsor! They stood by me despite that horrible incident and after all the nonsense I've been up to. Really, really thank God for them!
People come up to tell me, "Eh, how come your blog no pictures one?!” I thought my writing was enough to compensate the dearth of pictures! Apparently not! Humans are so difficult to please, please!
If a picture says a thousand words; I would post a two-thousand words blog post without pictures! Someone say "Overkill". Hehe. Anyways...
EARLY XMAS PREVIEW!
Mischievous team-mates pranked me.
I nearly died when I found the entire box full of paper stuffing!
THE SPIKES!! ZOMG ROYAL GREEN!
DON'T YOU FEEL GREEEEEEENNN WITH ENVY?
BUT YUCK, I HATE GREEN!
ANYONE WANTS? DRI-FIT MATERIAL; GOOD FOR RUNNING:)
I'M JUST TRYING TO REINFORCE THE POINT THAT I HATE THE COLOUR GREEN!
I HATE THE INCREDIBLE HULK TOO. HE'S MORE OF INCREDULOUS. WAHA!
Indian Dude: Shalidran. School mate. Sprints specialist. Represented Singapore at the recent SEA Games.
Chinese Dude: Calvin Kang. Singapore Sports School. Rising starlet in sprints event. I heard he's freaking fast.
As you can see, we are all dressed in tights getting ready for the photo shoot.
Ethel says tights are disgusting! Where, got....?
Oh, I had a wardrobe malfunction before the shoot. =s
Come to think of it, it was damn embarrasing!
My second pair of sponsored spikes :)
But why Nike!!!! I was pro-Adidas throughout my running "career".
Prefer this to the GREEN one though!
Training shoes. My 3rd pair of shoes received!
Whoa, my favourite colour. Yeah, now we're talking;)
ps:it's not that i don't wanna tell youbut rather, i don't know where to startor how to start, really.but in this post are gems waiting for you to unearth!and questions for you to ask :)all you've gotta do is to push the right buttons.pps: looking for people to carry my banner during the nationals race next week. got my face and all. so, better carry properly hor? dinner as reward. ROFL.ppps: i didn't make the banner! but rather it was a gift from a friend who thought i'd be shameless enough to bring it to competition.. so yah, why not? my face leh!BTW! Rosette, if you're reading this all the way from Korea.. Yobosaeyo!!Labels: Friends, Kena zapped by confusion ray, Sports
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