Emotions and moods.

These are the very spoilers that destroys a relationship.. It’s essentially either the mood of wanting to be left alone or just wishing at times, of having someone there to accompany you, to talk, or just having her lay her head on your shoulder for comfort.

Sometimes, I just want to be by myself. The selfish ol' guy with no concerns in the world; with just plain narcissism to boot instead. I call it freedom, people call it bachelorhood, mother-in-laws call it inability to initiate a marriage proposal. Haha..

But yet, there are occasions where I wish there was someone there beside me -someone close, to hug, caress or hold a hand. Affection and warmth. Just to be cuddly. Emotions are weird!

Anyway, i think i need to find an activity partner; we can do sports or any other form of crazy things with..!

Maybe even shopping..! Like go on a journey to hunt down all places of good buys! Shopping partner, anyone? I say amen to discounts and marked-down prices!

I NEED AN ACTIVITY BUDDY!!!



This is one of my favourite poems by William Shakespeare.
Justin's sidenote: Shakespeare is a fine example of how one man can immortalize himself. And cause immense suffering to Literature students hundreds of years after he's dead.

Sonnet 130

My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;
Coral is far more red than her lips' red;
If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.
I have seen roses damask'd, red and white,
But no such roses see I in her cheeks;
And in some perfumes is there more delight
Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
I love to hear her speak, yet well I know
That music hath a far more pleasing sound;
I grant I never saw a goddess go;
My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground:
And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
As any she belied with false compare.


Sassy eh? Teasing.
I've always like romantic poems, but this one just stuck with me.
It didn’t have the usual mushy stuff, but it pokes fun at his love. It's amazing how he can turn everything around with one verse though. It goes from funny to romantic in an instant.

Oh, I love it.

There's another of Shakespeare's sonnets that I love too. Strictly romantic, but that shall be kept to myself. Way too mushy. Reduces me to a gooey puddle.

I was going through my notebooks. Can you believe that I still have my notebooks dating all the way back to 2003?

Haha. The crap that I came up with man. Making up time lines when I was bored. Writing poems, short stories. It's entirely no surprise that my teachers were always reprimanding me for not paying attention in class.

Anyway, I was looking through my notebooks, and saw this phrase I wrote down in 2006. Don't remember who it came from, but it reflects on everything that I've done in life. And now at the crossroads of my life, this phrase comes back to haunt me.

Be great in act, as you have been in thought.

For such a short phrase, it packs a lot of power, don't you think?

Nonetheless, I will LEARN to love you, English Literature.

Labels: Emotions, Girls, Literature