back then.

Monday, June 02, 2008

I would say that I've turned into someone really quite different. The things that I do now, are things that I would never have done in the past. Or objects/people/animals that I would never have let myself get close to.

All of a sudden, my goals in life are changing, and my outlook on things are not as rosy or optimistic anymore. I feel heavier, and more sombre, and I'm not sure that it is necessarily a bad thing. I do however, mourn the person that I was. I was a happier one back then.

Well... On to better things, I must say. The blog is up, and judging from the fact that I have just rambled on for quite a bit, it's going to be up for a long long time.

I can never stay away from writing, it seems to call to me when I don't write for a long time. Ever had that feeling? It's like, I'll get really uptight, and my mind will be crowded with utterly irrelevant things, and then I'll get the itch. Which would be when I realise that it's time to write again.

Haha, my relationship with writing is going to be a long one.

2:58:00 PM